How can some people be so fucking shameless?
Little things
My heart fluttered when he said to me, “I want to see you definitely.”
I’m so weak. lol
Timing
Time never seems to be on my side.
But I make do with I have
And try to make the best of it
To win time over
And rid myself of its control.
Have you ever…
Have you ever disregarded everything else in pursuit of something greater for yourself? Have you ever wanted something strong enough that it the thought of achieving it scared you? Have you ever, because of that ambition, given up on certain things and certain people? Because the idea of having that, or them, in your life at the present moment would only divert your attention from your present goal? Even if that thing or that someone is something that most people would stop for? And then question yourself about what really is important? About future circumstance that might change depending on which one you chose?
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I don’t exactly know what’s going on Wall Street at the moment, or even if all of what they’re protesting is valid, but this is awesome.
My buddy Jenn just sent me this treasure.
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Dreams aren’t meant to be understood, just like tragedy isn’t supposed to be adverted. Life just happens to us as it’s supposed to. We learn to be happy when it’s good and count our blessings when it goes wrong, and the only certainty is all of it just keeps happening.Harold Abbott from ‘Everwood’
Skulls
Skulls. What do they symbolize? Most people answer things like death and mortality. I suppose those are all right and very literal. But really, I’ve come to see them as a symbol of mindfulness. Yes, I suppose mortality falls within this category in the sense that the scarcity of time is always lingering around us, always like this constant ticker waiting to ding and say, “Your time is up.”
In the sense of the living present, skulls are a symbol of mindfulness. Mindfulness is being where you are and just knowing that everything will pass. Life will pass. Joy will pass. Sadness will pass.
I came really close to the start of a new relationship with someone recently, but it seems timing is never on my side. We decided to stop before it even began, nipping it in the bud before it can even blossom. Looking at it from an objective standpoint, it was probably the right call. However, I still can’t help feeling sad, as if I just lost something. The possibility of something. Especially since it was the first time that I openly opened my heart to someone, even if it was just a little.
The more I think back, the more I think that I’ve just never been brave. Yes, at times I know that I always end up making the right decision, the safe decision, but I envy those that are courageous enough to take the risk…
But like all things, this will pass. What is the calm without the storm? What is light without darkness? What is sadness without joy? What is life without death? All the bad makes all the good even better.
It makes it all worth it. So I’m just going to take in this loss that I feel and then let it go. Because in the end, I don’t regret it.
Feeling Something New
The mere presence of someone new in your life.
The first exchange of touch with that someone.
Holding hands.
Having long conversations.
Yet the lingering dream of someone else.
Feeling helpless.
Feeling guilt.
Just feeling in general.
Why is it so hard?
I never knew it was so hard.
Until I experienced this something new.
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It is not very often that we stop and take a good look around between all the chaos that we live in. So stop for a moment. Take a deep breathe. And find that refined gem in you.
